From one
strategy move to another strategy…talking about aim, resolution, destination, determination
and so on but all of these things are useless for me. Now I’m 23 years old and I
can say that until now my life always in a moderate level not too in high
ranking but not to be the lowest. The reason why I’m telling about these things
because I was really envy to some of the person that always can be the best in
what they are doing. I know there was not anyone false but 100 percent are
because of my attitude. Some rumors said that our attitude is come from our
house which means how our parents entertain us from the beginning. If that were
true, why both of my sisters manage to be the top of what they are doing and
lead to a good life. So it is totally come to me.
Actually I think
one of my biggest problem is I cannot do what I’m saying. I said, wrote my
resolution but lastly it turns to my mundane life again. Then the second things
are I am too arrogant with myself. Sounds weird, wright? I am just a medium
type person but feeling myself are the best of the best. What a shame on you!
Everyday I’m
trying to figure out my problem and try to find a way to solve my problem and
lastly I jot it down either on a piece of paper or on my notebook or worst case
scenario, I jot it here. But what I’m doing for action? Nothing!!! Maybe for
the first, two or three days I am being a positive person and pacing toward
success but then…come back to my old life!
So that is why
in Islam, it put the values of Istiqamah which means continuing or all the
positive deeds that you do, must be in your attitude not just write it and at
last the product is nothing, just same like before or maybe worsen! So after
this my core value of my life is ISTIQAMAH! And will try my best to apply it
for the future.
lukashi shikamiku
5th Aug 2012(0136H)
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